Miley Cyrus - 7 Things

I mean every single word in this song ~ most probably .

It's crazy how lonely you could really be somedays ~

All the words that I don't say .. I'm so fed up of constanly being down , being second best , being pushed aside , caring too much about the littlest things . How many times do we forgive someone just because we don't want to lose em , even when they don't really deserve our forgiveness ? But if you enjoy being with somebody, you would like to enjoy it more and more don't chu .. ? I'm still here aren't I ? Ain't going nowhere , still standing by you . Cause I like ME when I'm with you. I potrayed the true-st me whenever I'm with you .

To Feel , but not to Fall .

Hey .

Sorry for what you gave if I didn't give back the same . Sorry for the heartache , sorry for the pain . Sorry for the waiting , sorry for wasting your time . Sorry for mistaking what i thought was true . Sorry if you don't understand why I do what I do . And I'm sorry for apologizing , but I really don't know what to do . And sorry , I can't make you feel better .

I'm truly sorry .

Haterzz gonna hatezz

You are the content of your character , you are the ambitions that drive you , you are the goals that you set . You are the things that you laugh at and the words you say . You are the thoughts you think and the things you wonder . You are beautiful and desirable not for the clique you attend , but for the spark of life within you that compels you to make your life a full and meaningful one . You are beautiful not for the shape of the vessel , but for the volume of the soul it carries .

source : Tumblr .

Been practicing this for years . Ada kawan lama aku pernah cakap , ' Dania kalau kau kurus aku dah lama kapel dengan kau . Kau kelakar , kau cantik , kau pandai ' . Kefala hangguk kau , love based on appearance . Where will that bring us ? Not that I want to have any kind of relationship with him though . And , I am confident with the way I look and the way I am . I may have some insecurities but who doesnt . Some people keep telling me , ' Kau lawa . If only youre a lil bit fitter , you'll be more and more beautiful then ever ' . People , stop complaining . You wanna go to gym , you get your lazy ass up to the gym alone kays . In the meantime , I have other things to focus on :3 Can't wait to get out of this country and chase my dreams .

One piece of advice , push yourself through the hard times, because running from them now will make you too tired to fight when they catch up to you later. Just smile and make it believable :)

I am Dania and I love myself , pity you people who keep complaining about others and the way they look . Shame on you nigguh .

Hazwan , you left a Rm10 note in my hand and walked home all by yourself . And I went home by taxi . Why .. cannot tahan the guilty feeling ma . Thanks wa sayang lu der tahap maksimum . Apa yang aku cakap tadi sampai kau .. emph kay thanks Hazwan kita sayang awak btw pakcik taxi tadi baik , best tak balik jalan kaki ? Haha :3 Thanks ya Allah , for sending him back . For sending my bestfriend back .

One day you will find out you lost a diamond while playing with worthless stones .
Sincerely,
ME .

If tak puas hati cakap jelah , nak sangat main whatever whatever . Pang kang . Boleh panggil je sebenarnya kalau lu nak sangat suruh wa buat kerja ke , nak suruh wa jadi cinderella ayu lu cakap je ah . Selama ni wa buat kerja wa takde berkira dengan lu siap nak main perli perli . Cakap dekat depan muka wa la wa tak gentar . Wa rasa macam .. aku disappointed lah kau cakap belakang-belakang ni . Tak suka . Kau tak puas hati kau cakap , kau panggil aku . Aku takde hal . Selama ni aku tak berkira dengan kau , kau tak buat kerja aku sabar . Kau nak apa lagi

Vas Happenin'

When they were still in X-Factor :'3 My boys



Zayn express it best


I JUST LOVE EM

1) Put your iPod/handphone on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
You make me feel , Lighter , For The First Time , Bohemian Rhapsody , Move Like Jagger


2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
One Direction :3 You said anyone !

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
'Well' , said Dumbledore finally , 'thats's that. We've no business staying here'

4) What do you think about most?
How to score in SPM but doing nothing about it .

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
Hazwan ? Asked me to stayback with him at school ?

6) Do you sleep with or without air cond?
With .

7) What's your strangest talent?
Imitating GloZelle . Oh My God .

8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
Girls are complicated , Boys are confusing .

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Nah I'm not that special anyways .

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Last 10 mintues Lol :3

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
Well .. turning on the stove .

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Well no .

13) What's your religion?
Islam

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Cycling with my brother's fixie .

15) Do you perfer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
IN FRONT HAHAHA MY FRIENDS KNOW ME

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
One Direction . Their bromance , Oh Lord .

17) What was the last lie you told?
I've another personal Tumblr , i reblogged all about love .

18) Do you believe in karma?
I sure do .

19) What does your screen name mean?
It means .. :3

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Weakness ? Addmath . Strenght ? Making people feel appreciated . And making it obvious to anyone that I hate them because I just don't care .

21) Who is your celebrity crush?
One Direction , all of em . But I'd like to date Louis Tomlinson and Liam Payne , and Zayn Malik .

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Er No .

23) How do you vent your anger?
Listening to .. 30 Seconds To Mars ? Haha

24) Do you have a collection of anything?
Yeah Harry potter books , and I used to collect stickers . Got tons of em .

25) Do you perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Video chatting online .


26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
Alhamdulillah . But I know I could have done better .

27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Sound I hate .. stomach grumbling . Cause that only means my stomach didnt get food and I'm hungry . Sound I love , when my mum said ' Ataaa turun makan' LOL .

28) What's your biggest "what if"?
What if I accepted him back in December last year .

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts .. are .. aliens aree .. Im scared bye .

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Right : A tumblr . Left : My favourite long pillow .

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
My lemon air freshener . Damn girl it smells so good .

32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
I don't know .

33) Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
West ?

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
One Direction :3

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
To fulfill our goals , to make our parents happy , and live to the fullest and just scream at the top of our lungs if we feel like doing it . Life is not caring what others think about you .

36) Define: Art.
Your messed up/un messed up feelings being expressed in painting music or anything .

37) Do you believe in luck?
Yesh :3

38) What's the weather like right now?
Sunny day , its a beautiful day

39) What time is it?
5:48 PM

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Nah

41) What was the last book you read?
Percy Jackson and The Titan's Curse

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Yes and No .

43) Do you have any nicknames?
Awan , Nia , Acha , Shasha , DanDan

44) What was the last movie you saw?
Sleepers , Brad pitt was in it :3

45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
Well i .. lost my thumb's nail . Bad enough ? Haha

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
No

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
ONE DIRECTION AND HARRY POTTER OF COURSE , NOW AND FOREVER

48) What's your favourite phrase?
Vas Happenin' . Haha Zayn always says that so yeah it konda stick with me

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Quite lot of times . About academic , about lovelife , about my scandals , about ..

50) Do you believe in magic?
I believe in Allah .

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
YES

52) What is your astrological sign?
Leo

53) Do you save money or spend it?
Both Hahaha i can't resist spending my money on books .

54) What's the last thing you purchased?
Food at canteen dring recess . Does that count ? :3

55) Love or lust?
Love .

56) In a relationship?
Flirtationship .

57) Are you a virgin?
Hell yeah I am .

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No thats quite a nasty thing to do though

59) Where were you yesterday?
At school

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
EVERYTHING IN MY ROOM IS IN PINK COULOUR .

61) Are you wearing socks right now?
Nah

62) What's your favorite animal?
Lion Rabbit Giraffe(Jaffa my love)

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
Kill em with your bright attitude and show em you care .

64) Where is your best friend?
At his home , at her home , at her boarding school .

65) Spit or swallow?(;
Swallow man , its rude to spit

66) What is your heritage?
Nah I dont know not quite sure

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Getting the Biology presentation done .

68) What do you think is your future husband's last name ?
Payne ? Tomlinson ? Teehee :3

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
Hmph .

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Yes I do want to be friend with myself Haha

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Sorry dog .

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? I will . b) What do you do with your remaining days? Forgiving everyone and hope they do the same , bertaubat , spend all the single second left with my family c) Would you be afraid? Who wouldnt be afraid of Alam Barzakh

73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
Trust .


74) What's a song that always makes you sad when you hear it?
Not Just you , Cody Simpson .


75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
4262

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
When you two acts like both lovers and bestfriends at the same time .

77) How can I win your heart?
You have to ALWAYS AND ALWAYS PUJUK me . SERIOUSLY . And bribe me with your sweet words . I didnt ask for much yaknow . And just b there when I need you

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Yes it can

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Not going to boarding school .

80) What size shoes do you where?
7

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
..

82) What is your favorite word?
Intelligent .

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
Mummy .

84) What is a saying you say a lot?
Don't judge a book by its cover .

85) What's the last song you listened to?
Don't you remember , Adele .

86) Basic question: what's your favorite color/colors?
Pink , Red , Purple

87) What is your current desktop picture?
One Direction

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
ORANG YANG SUKA MEROGOL .

89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
You still like me don't you

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Recite Yaasin and Ayat Qursi gila seram creeeepyyy gilaaa

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
To become invisible .That way I can go anywhere wothout being noticed

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
Starts from the moment the teacher called my name during PMR's result day , the moment I saw his face watching me anxiously going in front to take my result because he's not sure whether his name will be called or not , that moment my dad and mum cried , that proudest moment of my life .

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Too personnal .

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
Dosa .

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
LONDON .

It's in every little thing I do

Presenting Dynamic Ecosystem

I'm trying to finish my Biology presentation stuffs and all for tomorrow . But I couldn't really find points to elaborate how does the temperature , humidity , light intensity , PH blablabla or .. what do they call them .. Oh yes yes , abiotic factors .. How do I explain specifically HOW do they affect the distribution of an organism . Hngg . If I don't get this thing in mah mind , Mrs Saliza will point out every single weakness in our presentation tomorrow . SIGH . I need to remember them by heart . SO , what does temperature do that affects the distribution of an organism ? Does it have like something to do with .. most suitable temperature for enzyme to work.. like if the temperature is too high then the enzyme would denatured or something .. I sound silly don't I . Oh My God someone help me how do I explain these stuffs . 4 Science 3 , just .. read this stuff before entering Biology Lab tomorrow okay do me a favour or cikgu is going to kill me . Us . Gah . She has such a bad temper .

Can Hardly Believe It

Believe it or not , I am CURRENTLY SIXTEEN and AM GOING TO BE SEVENTEEN and AM GOING TO LEAVE SCHOOL IN LESS THAN A TWO YEARS TIME .

And one by one them memories came fully formed into my mind again .. like a movie without sound .

One Direction's X Factor Judges' Houses Performance - itv.com/xfactor

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AddMath

This is my tensed face while doing AddMath . Apa benda weh semua ni rate of change ni APA SEMUA NI APAAAAAAAAAA . Tengok lah rambut bushy betul . Now I do understand why Hermione hair is so very the bushy .

I ended up..

eating lots and lots of Skittles . Astaghfirullahalazim . Forgive me and my

face .

And back to being happy again ..

And cari stuffs to write for karangan . What a long dayyyy . And completing Sejarah book . And Chemistry . In the end , Addmath macam abandoned . Ya Allah Dania . First thing in the morning , gotta find Aisya and let the ilmu comes out of her . gonna korek the ilmu out of her until I really get it , InsyaAllah .

Messed Up

Kay serious serabut gila sekarang . Chemistry punya lab report tak nak panjang lagi ke . Lepastu homework Addmath tak pegang langsung . Esok ada extra class Physics . Friday hantar essay . Ya Allah bukan tak suka buat essay but essay consumes time and energy and requires lots of thinking -_____- Ya Allah serabut gila dah pukul 11 aku mengantuk gila weh tadi stayback , tak rest lagi pun . Nasib baik tadi Azim hantar rumah awal macam pukul 5 . Weh penat weh nak tidur . Lepastu dengan butterflies yang tak habis-habis datang ~ Daripada semalam . Those butterflies ohmygod . Never thought they'd come back . Get what I mean ? Didnt expect you to . My sentences are meant not to be understood . Ya Allah , and .. I really want to invite my friends to come over and have makan-makan at my house but .. we're going back to Bidor . I need .. food .

Where everyone you know, Never leaves too soon

Photos Hohemgeeh

Hohemgeeh is OMG bythewaysss . List of my unpublished photos , ceh unpublished . What , are you somekind of superstar now or .. Kay no . I admit it , I am not a superstar . But I am a supermodel . LOLLLL in your dream lah pendek . Here are some of the pictures that I've never uploaded anywhere else before , takde dekat FB , Twittuh (macam kau bukak Twittuh kau) , Tumblr , ceh tak pasal perasan fabulous nak upload unpublished photo. Oh well , nobody said you have to like it . In fact I didn't ask you to like me either . Sorry lah bro mood fabulousity Kimmora Lee Simmons dah masuk :3

Please prepare anything lah kan to hold you from vomitting due to excessive amount of vain-ity and perasan-ity . LOL

I love this picture but people might think I am so very the vain like I try too hard to pout macam kay tak au , memang lips wa camtu lu nak jeles pehal enn , tolong terima face features wa dengan hati terbuka

Oh my friggin bangs , I love em so much . but they kept finding way to enter my eyes Haha . This bang only lasted for two weeks cause my hair grows back quickly . But I love the way I looked with those bangs around :3

Didn't upload this one cause I looked so vain macam AKU SUPERMODEL KAU ADA
KE CHECKERED SHIRT MACAM AKU Hahaha

I was trying out my baju raya after finished shopping that day , this gotta be my favourite :3

Sorry lah der masa ni gua pakai short warna maroon je pun Muehehe .

Tapi masa puasa boleh lah lu pakai baju ni nampak flat semua -___- Bahaha

This was taken after I watched a makeup tutorial video from Youtube and that girl looks so freaking ohsam and I borrowed mummy's stuffs ( as in .. makeup stuffs .. Haha) and tried to look like her and ended up being so awkward and I have rashes all over my face after washing the makeup cause my baby skin cannot tahan all the chemical :') Sorry baby . And dalam phone you can see ah the colour of the makeup being blended nicely eleh Haha , cannot see lah here . Loser punya camera .

Bytheway , I uploaded these vain pictures only for fun and I know only people who are close to me read my blog so aint got nothing to be 'segan'ned about . Come on man don't take em seriously . I'll never walk out of my room wearing makeup , apatah lagi pintu keluar rumah . I'm just a normal kid with her everyday jeans-and-shirt self and ponytail uphigh . I'm like none of those girls who are obsessed with the way they look and have to apply sepuluh inches of bedak before going out . I am not saying what the do is wrong , but I'm not like them . It's not my time yet . I am lots more cooler and .. relaxed and simpler compared to them kot -__- . Not that I don't care about the way I look but .. I admit I do care about beauty and stuffs , gila care pasal nails , buff macam nak mati , taruk cuticle almond oil regularly lepastu kalau ada terlanggar any rough surface siap belai2 kuku supaya tak sedih sebab calar Bahahaha .

And hair .. you dont have any idea what I've done to my hair and how many things I've applied on them . Moisturizer mist , split end mask , camelia oil treatment water spray , coconut oil once in a 3 days , Non-greasy and to make hair looks shiny leave in spray , anti frizziness serum , almond oil to fight dandruff , white tea oil for frizziness , ohmygod -_____- Nasib baik rambut sihat . My muka is sensitive so I don't usually apply much stuffs on it . I used liquid cleanser and blackhead scrub for sensitive skin and .. some vitamin goodness mask for sesitive skin , and blackhead gel for sendtive skin Bahahaha .

YA ALLAH WHY DID I END UP WRITING ABOUT THIS OHMYYYY DANIA KAU NI EASILY DISTRACTED LAH , LARI TAJUK GILA . SORRY BUT I FORGOT JUST FORGIVE ME I WENT OVERBOARD KAY BYE

Best Friends

Azim : Sampai hati korang tak datang open house aku

Aku : HOHOHO tak sengaja sorry la bro

Hazwan : Haha kau tak jemput

Azim : Banyak ah tak jemput , aku simpankn makanan untuk korang tau

Aku : Alaaa sorry ah awak Haha . Btw kau buat dekat rumah baru ke rumah lama ?

Azim : Rumah lama , kau tau aku dah pindah ?

Aku : Eh dah masuk rumah baru ke ? Aku tak tau pun . Fine selalu aku memang orang last tau semua benda ennnn .

Azim : Ek eleh , aku call kau yang tak angkat .

Aku : Mana ada kau call -____-

Azim : Aku call okay , lepastu kau merajuk dekat sekolah dengan aku -_____-

Hazwan : Kau merajuk Dania ? HAHAHAHA EEEEE DANIA MERAJUK.

Aku : Apehal kau

Hazwan : Haha masalahnya dah banyak kali tau , orang dah penat nak pujuk

Aku : Senyap boleh senyap .

Hazwan : Oh tadi tu senyap tu tunggu aku pujuk lah eh , betullah marah aku tadi Hahahaha

Aku : *Terus senyap . merajuk lagi *. LOOOOOOOL

Hazwan dengan Azim en , diorang ah dua kawanbaik lelaki yang aku macam paling selesa ah nak cakap nak sepak nak tendang nak kutuk nak belajar nak luahkan perasaan syahdu nak cerita pasal masalah , hihi :')

Btw , thanks Azim hantar balik kita sayang awak bahahha. And , thanks kakak Anis sebab ajar solutions of triangles :') Productive betul aku duduk berjam-jam dekat kantin tu , muehehehe . Go Addmath , go Addmath .

I don't know why but I'm into pretty boys lately . Like Cody Simpson , pernah pulak aku dengar lagu dia sebelum ni . Before ni I'm more into those bands like Thirty Seconds To Mars , Breaking Benjamin , that kind of things la . Dah soften up inside out ke apa Dania ? TROLOLOL .

Oh One Direction I just can't breathe hnggggggggggg

I have no idea how could a band be this beautiful , it's like almost impossible , each and everyone of them are so freaking beautiful , le creys

Words can't describe the love I have for them , the obsession I have . Oh my god ,

HOW COULD THEY BE SO BEAUTIFUL ITS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR A BAND TO LOOK THIS BEAUTIFUL I MEAN , ZAYN MALIK IS HOT AND SHY, HARRY STYLES IS FRIGGING CUTE AND HIS LAUGHS ARE SO SEXAY AND CHEEKY AND ALL , LIAM PAYNE IS SO HANDSOME AND HIS VOICE IS DEEP AND SEXY AS HELL , LOUIS TOMLINSON LOOKS LIKE AKIM AF AND LUKE IN PERCY JACKSON AND HE HAS BRIGHT PERSONALITY HE IS SO DAMN FUNNY OH HOW LOVABLE , AND NIAL OH GOD HE IS CUTE AND FUNNY LIKE I CAN'T DESCRIBE THEM , THEY ARE PERFECT , OUT OF THE WORLD-LY PERFECT .

Love of my life :')

I love how Liam started to sing first in this video , just like those days the were still in X-Factor. That moment Liam sing ' You're insecure , don't know what for ' AND I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD YOU ARE SO PERFECT YOUR VOICE IS SO DEEP AND SEXY LIDDAT I WANNA SLAP YOU IN THE FACE OH GOD I LOVE YOU. AND AND WHEN HARRY STYLES SING TO THAT GIRL , if i were that girl , I'd passed out . Its Harry frigging Styles doh ohmy she was just staring and smiling and all like duhhhh. And their bromance is the strongest one I've ever witnessed yet :'3 I mean , seriously, just look at Louis and Harry ,'Until I find the right girl, I have Louis' said Harry . Hella cute ohmy :') Way to go 1D , I just love you so much. I don't really want to share you with anyone else , don't get too famous okay boys :B

Kau dah develop interest kawan dengan remps ke sekarang . Aku kau taknak pandang dah ? Aku comel apa , muehehehe . Bak kata Omar bila ada orang block tulisan dekat whiteboard masa dia nak copy notes cikgu dekat depan , ' Weh kau tak invisible tau' . So en , moral of the story en , aku tak invisible au . Kay ?

Outta Place

Pernah rasa tak out of place gila , feeling out of place yang abadi . Even when you're surrounded by people whom you knew for about 3-4 years already .. Sigh . Dania , you need to improve yourself , tolonglah blend dengan others . Please PLEASE AH PLEASE KALAU TAK AKU LEMPANG KAU kay sorry ah bro tengah kusut bye ~

Not to give up

I got so inspired this morning . After I finished watching One Direction's Liam Payne audition and how he never gave up and how determined he is to get himself in the show . I love One Direction . For the rest of my lifeee and my favourite would be Harry , Zayn and Liam :3 Oh lord their beautiful faces oh lord . I melted everytime I see their faces . But seriously , Liam inspired me so much that I cried , blargh . I love you Liam .

Back in 2008 .

And this was last year . His face's reaction at 4:26 made me cry .

And now he's doing so good ~ and so goodlooking hmph .

Now peeps , he waited 2 freaking years to get himself into the audition again . 2 freaking years he prepared himself just to prove that he got what it takes to be a singer . So , why would you give up so easily ? WHY ? Be tough , nobody said life is easy. Nobody said you're going to be strong throughout your entire life . But it's you who's going choose your own path. Why blame it on others ? In the end of the day , it's still going to be you because its your life , not mine , not hers , not his , not theirs , but yours. So , get up and go , take a chance and be strong or you will spend your whole life holding on . Don't look back just go , take a deep breath , move along . With love , patience and courage , nothing is impossible . Go chase your dreams , way to go dreamers . If Allah wills it , everything would be perfectly fine with continuous amount of Doa and tawakkal .

Kahlil Gibran~ Trust in Dreams , For In Them is The Hidden Gate to Eternity .

Ralph Waldo Emerson~ Our Greatest Glory is Not in Never Failing , but in Rising Up Everytime We Fail

Late Night Conversation

Sounds romantic and all . But no . NO if that's what you're having on your mind Hahaha . Apa barang nak late night conversation dengan boyfrengg . As if I have one . Dengan girlfrengg lagi awesome .

I had a super duperly long heart to heart conversation with Alya . Daripada small matter sampai lah thing that really matters . I poured my heart all out eleh Hahaha . Daripada Selasa hari tu counselling sessions tak habis-habis Hahaha .

I actually got so much more to say but .. after hours of copy-pasting and typing for our final Biology project , I am way too tired to think anymore . AND the diagrams/pictures of animal dissections in the internet seem much more disgusting than the dissection that we've done ourselves. Their internal organs are so beautiful , unlike those in the internet (?) . Kay dah start talking crap oh my I need some rest from overloading my brain with .. scientific facts .

What do I do now .. should I do some exercise for AddMath since it's not really that scientific ? Noooooo thanks I'd just please my tired eyes and brain by watching Bertie's videos bye :3

Yang lu tinggal socks lu merata pehal , lepastu nak takde attitude sangat main ' AH BAK SINI AH ' . Learn to apply some attitude to yourself will ya ?

Sometimes you just gotta be your own hero and save your little tiny teeny twiny little heart , because sometimes people you can't imagine living without can actually live without you .

' Silence is a girl's loudest cry , you can always tell she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you' .

Sweetest thing evahh

Sweetest ting evahh

Peter Pan

Don't chu just love Peter Pan ? It's my favourite movie of all time .

ALL TIME I SAID .

This boy with his playful smile and all . And his voice :') I just loveeeeeeee his voice .

His voice is way sexier than JB's voice -____-

That moment when Tinker Bell is dead and

he said ' I Do Believe In Fairies , I Do , I Do '

I was crying like non stop :')

I kinda .. miss my childhood . When things weren't so hard .

Things weren't so bad . And numbers are just numbers ( I hate Math ) .

Peter Pan is the greatest story ever been made .

Somehow Peter Pan taught me a lot of things . About life .

Peter Pan taught me that .. growing up is a part of life . He will

never grow up but he is incomplete because he has no family .

You know how the crocodile chases Hook with clock inside its tummy ?

It's a metaphor , time chases us all . And , our chilhood is

precious and must always be remembered . But we can't be young

forever so we have to take on responsibilities and stuffs ~

I'm downloading the Peter Pan movie now . Endlessly waiting haish still got another

6 parts to be downloaded . While waiting , Imma watch it on youtube first :'3

You can start watching from http://youtu.be/-QY5l4jG8xo there .

This is my favourite part :')

I cried when I first watched the deleted scene from the movie .

Seeing Wendy got a daughter already and

Peter didnt change a bit .. it's just . Oh boy , it breaks my heart

And , Jeremy Sumpter is the best Peter Pan I could have ever wish for :')

My childhood crush , Jeremy Sumpter (Y) .

( I still have that OMG I WANNA BE YOUR WENDY feeling whenever I

re-watch Peter Pan . Pathetic Hmphh )

And now he's all grown up .

It becomes this thing you learn to live with , like a sadness that doesn't go away .

I used your laptop cause I can

I'm at Alya's house now . And she slept right after we've had our lunch . Lazy ass lah that one , Hahaha . And I'm updating this dearest blog of mine using her laptop . She's determined to make sure I' do something (anything ) while she get some sleep to entertain myself .. like giving pieces of papers for me to draw lah , giving her laptop and using her wi-fi lah . Lololol and she's still sleeping now and I'm like .. kay . Hahaha . She asked me to wake her up at 3.00 pm but now it's 3:06 pm . Sebab aku pun tiba2 dah termengantuk . I went to her house sebab nak study AddMath , subject kegemaran aku tu .

Actually yesterday we stayback-ed at school till 5 PM to revise Chemistry . But then .. the studying session that we're supposed to have turned out to be like a counselling session .. So .. have to make it up today . Gonna wake her up now and study Addmath haih byeee .

*btw esok Sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan . Can't wait ah to know the result for all those pertandingans during bulan Merdeka . Wish us luck , 4Sc3 rock yeyeah .

* Eh , hye alya , are you done reading this ? HAHA :3

Being pushed to the side

' I used to know my spot was next to you ,

now I'm searching the room for an empty seat ,

Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on '

' A simple comlication , miscommunication leads out

to fallout . So many hings I wish you knew ,

So many walls up I can't break through .

' Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and

we're not speaking . And I'm dying to know is it killing you

like it's killing me '

'How'd we end up this way ? See me nervously

pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy ,

And you're doing your best avoiding me '

'I'm scared to see the ending ,

Why are we pretending this is nothing ?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how ,

I've never heard silence quite this loud '

'This is looking like a contest ,

of who can act like they care less ,

but I liked it better when you were on my side '

*Sigh .

Don't change

I'm standing here on the ground

The sky above won't fall down

See no evil in all direction

Resolution of happiness

Things have been dark

For too long

Don't change for you

Don't change a thing for me

I found a love I had lost

It was gone for too long

Hear no evil in all direction

Execution of bitterness

Message received loud and clear

Don't change for you

Don't change a thing for me

• A - My name : Dania Natashya binti Hassan
• B - My height : 156 cm . I know I'm a shawty
• C - If I have any siblings : 5 of em
• D - My most embarrassing moment : Well , singing the chorus before that part comes while karaoke-ing ,
• E - My shoe size : 7
• F - Do I have any pets? : Yes , rabbits
• G - Age I get mistaken for : 18 , 19 , 20 , 21 -______-
• H - Do I have any tattoos? : No
• I - Do I want any tattoos? : NO
• J - My best friend's name : Hazwan Anis Alya Aisya Anida Izzati
• K - Someone I miss : Daddy
• L - Something not many people know about me : I am super duperly sensitive . Physically and emotionally .
• M - A random fact about myself : I love my own jokes . If you don't geddit , you're lame .
• N - Favorite animal : Lion and giraffe :3
• O - Favorite celeb : Daniel Radcliffe , Rupert Grint , Kim Hyun Joong , Lee Min Ho
• P - Favorite movie/TV show : Harry Potter Series
• Q - What kind of phone I have : Sony Ericsson , Vivaz
• R - Do I like my phone? : Yes , the very :') It was my last year's birthday present .
• S - Is my hair curly, straight or wavy? : Straight .. wavy .. I can't tell -____- wavy I guess .
• T - Color of my hair : Blacky black
• U - Have I dyed my hair before? : No , tak sah wudhuk :3
• V - Do I want to dye my hair and what color? : I want to .. colour them red . But I can't . And I'll never will .
• W - My crush : Cheezy wedges . LOL .
• X - Favorite soda : I don't drink carbonated drinks that much , they'd hurt my baby throat .
• Y - Favorite letter in the alphabet : D
• Z - Do I want children? : YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS . Cute ones :')

Distance

Bila kau jauh , aku terasa dekat . Bila kau dekat , aku terasa jauh . Kalau macam tu , boleh kau pergi jauh-jauh ? -___-

I'm standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more I can take .

3 Weeks

Weh tinggal three weeks before Final Exam , lu taknak ajak wa study group ke ?

1.The person I like and why I like them : Ron Weasley because he's a loyal friend . Erm , am I not answering the question? LOLOLOL

2.A famous person i’ve been compared to : GloZelle . Know who she is ? HAHAHA . Oh and Maria Elene because I often do that sengau voice and making annoying faces while talking

That is GloZelle .

3.Things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex : Same sex , hmph , some girls are just so gedik I can't stand seeing their faces . And the opposite sex .. some of them takes things so easily .

4.The best thing that has happened to me this week : FROG AND RATS DISSECTION (Y)

5.Weird things I do when I’m alone : I do tour concerts all around the world . My fans love me .

6.How I’d spend ten thousand bucks : Buying lots and lots of books , oh my :')

7.Things I like and things I don’t like about the way I look : Things that I like about the way I look .. I love my face . Mouth and teeth especially Haha . They arent that bad , acceptable lah . Things that I don't like , my legs . I hate them .

8.My last night out in detail : Well , hmph , macam dah lama kot like last month . Malas nak detail , private and confidential .

9.Something that makes me sad when i think about it : How things went so perfectly last year with my .. other half .

10.Something I’ve lied about : I'VE FINISHED MY HOMEWORK . Always . Hahaha .

11.Would I rather be stranded on a desert island with someone I love for ten years or someone I hate for a month? Explain why : Someone I hate for a month I think . People can change and when you've got no one else other than that person , you can't really hate that person anymore cause you need him/her . And he/she is going to need need you too . So yeah and the duration is shorter . I cant stand the idea of being stranded in and island for ten years . I could have gone to a university and finish my PHD instead -_____-

12.Something I’m currently worrying about : Final examination in October . And where my Percy Jacckson and The Titan's Curse is . I think I've misplaced it . Oh God ..

13.Lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood : Everything by Chester See , Don't You Remember by Adele , Invisible by Skylar Grey .

14 .A drunken story : Never been drunk . Amalan tidak diterima Allah selama 40 hari .

15. Something i regret : I REGRET NOTHING LOLOLOLOL . I do regret something . I .. have been a lil bit too kind to someone . I poured all my kindness to him/her but I left my heart broken . I was expecting too much from him/her I guess .

16.Post a picture of myself.

17 .My longest relationship and who it was with :My longest relationship ..it has been about 16 years now and still counting . With my mum . My relationship with my mum is something that I won't trade for anything else in this whole universe . Thankyou Allah for such a perfect mum .

18. 5 things I want to change : JK Rowling wrote 70 books instead of just 7 , I should have studied Mathematics since the first day that I was born , I should have not spend my money too easily when it comes to buying books ( I just can't help myself ) , I SHOULD HAVE NOT INVOLVED MYSELF IN ANY SPORTS AND ANY SORT OF CAMPING FOR MY SKIN IS VERY DARK RIGHT NOW , I WAS BORN SO FAIR THAT PEOPLE ENVY MY FAIRNESS AND NOW I AM AS DARK AS AS THE NIGHT . OHMY . And lastly , stay being innocent .

19. Someone I’d like to be for a day and why : Kimmora Lee Simmons ! Just watch Kimmora Life In The Fab Lane and then only you can ask WHY .

20 . Things within touching distance : Harry Potter Series , Percy Jackson Series , InkHeart Series , Narnia Book , Divergent Book , I am so sorry but my life revolves around books and my favourite books are located beside my bed just to make sure it is always ,ALWAYS , ALWAYSSSSS mind you , within my reach , so that I can read them anytime I want . Convenient , wink :3

Renovated

As you can see , I've made changes to my blog . Didnt expect it to turn out to be extremely girly like this . I was thinking of .. stuffs like , Physics formula for the backgrounds ( HAHAHA ).. Or Harry Potter .. or cartoon like Tinker Bell and Peter Pan .. But then .. Haha pergi this one graphic website for coding , graphics semua semua mostly from Tumblr . Tumblr pictures are very the cantik kan .. so you know lah . Macam terobses sekejaps tengok graphics dekat situ lepstu snap lepastu buat background sendiri punya blog -___- Macam pencuri aku rasa Hahaha . Nyways , lil bit of changes can't kill right :'3

What The Frog ?

We've had our dissection on Friday . The day that is flooded with lots and lots of blood . Err .. Haha . Frogs were so yucky . And I felt sorry for the cute rats :'( I mean , the lab rats are so cute , but they have to die for us sobs . But in the name of Science , we gotta do it anyways . It's okay rats , you didn't die in vain right . Be strong , God bless you .

I'm going to upload the photos later , wi-fi rumah wa ni lembap semacam pulak .

We Shall .

Taknak macam ni , nak macam dulu . Dahlah satu kelas dengan orang yang aku paling tak suka , berfoya-foya pulak tu dengan beliau . Aku tau , kau okay je . Aku yang berlagak cold semacam -____- Rindu menambun nambun au sebenarnya , tapi malas nak tunjuk . Excited sebenarnya kau ada dekat sini , tapi taknak tunjuk nanti kau lupa diri . Rasa macam nak jerit everytime jumpa kau , tapi aku taknak kau perasan . Aku ni suka betul hide feelings -_____- Apahal ego semacam kau ni -_____- Oh lupa . Sebab taknak dilupakan . Best tak baca post berbelit-belit macam ni ? Haha .

I really want to treat you nicely .. but then .. takut tak dihargai . Takut kau mengada . Takut kau lupa . Sebab kau memang cepat lupa . Kau lagi hargai orang lain dari aku .

Can we just , go back to being us . Without me having to pretend that I'm a cold and heartless young lady ? Shall we , brother ?

Today

I wear the biggest smile on my face , for my best friend is back . He's back people .

But then , the smile fades away

And I am worried ..

How can I stay strong for the rest of this year's school session ?

Gotta learn how to enjoy while it lasts . Fighting !

Tendecy

Seeing you in Baju Melayu , I can't help but to remember our sweetest bunch of memories in 2007 . Its a shame that we can't go back to being just .. us . Normal us . Punching each other right in their faces . LOLOLOLOL . Gangster lah aku zaman dulu kala -___-

And .. no fake and forced conversation , no fake laughs , no fake text massages . Those times when we were not faking . Hmph . I guess people tend to do those kind of things when they grow up ?

( Salahkan growing up .. apakah )

InsyaAllah

Upcoming final exam , 3th October . Kay fine ah aku dah best2 raya seminggu masuk2 sekolah kena perah otak balik fine ah fine . Ya Allah , permudahkan segalanya Ya Allah .

Don't chu ever give up Dania .

Kill Addmath . WITH AN A .

Kay Cikgu Azian ? With an A . Muehehe .

Kill Physics too . And Chemistry . And Biology . Kill em all with lots of A's . Smack all the A's right in front of their faces . Ya Allah , help me ya Allah , ease up my studies ya Allah . Give me a chance to understand AddMath ya Allah , don't let me lose hope ya Allah , give me strength ya Allah .

Let's kill them all . WITH A's .

Let us study smart people for SPM IS COMING AND

LONDON AWAITS , Awuuyeaah .

If I can do it , you can do it too (Y) Have faith in yourself (!)

Goodluck and have a nice studying session(s) ahead .

Ya Allah, keluarkan aku dari gelapnya kebingungan dan muliakan aku dengan cahaya pemahaman. Ya Allah, bukakan kepada kami pintu-pintu rahmat-Mu, dan curahkan kepada kami khazanah-khazanah ilmu-Mu dengan rahmat-Mu wahai Yang Maha Pengasih dari segala yang mengasihi.

Amin….