battlewhatfield.blogspot.com .

That's vas happnin .
Peace out :)
-Dania

Farewell

Do they make songs about being 18 ? They don't ? Oh .

Do they write songs about leaving school and being afraid of getting out of your comfort zone that is school ?

Do they make songs about which course you gotta choose when in college ?

Do they make tutorials on how to survive real life ...

Idk . I'm unofficially eighteen now .

Like I don't go to school on the 2nd of January 2013 wow . Feels weird , not buying new school uniforms and bag and stationaries and shoes . Wow ? I sent my brother off to school instead of going to school together . Wow ? I tweeted 'welcome back to school kids' instead of  'urgh I have school tomorrow' . Wow ? I heard my mum saying 'tidur awal esok sekolah' and I actually don't have to sleep early coz I don't go to school anymore

Yknow how u get to see your bestfriends everyday at school ? Set up something together while in school . Talk and laugh and cry and stuffs . Be there for each other . Listen to them . Be inspired . Be inspiring .

Yknow how u get to see those same faces everyday ? I miss those faces .

And do yknow my blog's url ? yeah , daniakesengalan.blogpot.com  . I'm about to make a new blog . I made this blog when I was a form 2 student . 'kesengalan' itself potrays immaturity and childish behaviour OMG WHYY SO SERIOUS THOUGHHH ? RAISE YOUR GLASS BEBEH RAISE YOUR GLASS . So what was I saying ... aha .. new blog . I am still a kid , but I do wish to become a better kid lol forget it . So , its not like I wanna jump straight into becoming an adult , but , idk this blog is like , childish thoughts of a teenager auuuuuu if you get what I mean . I wanna start new , not becoming like a completely new person though , more to .. becoming a .. urmm .. better and more mature young adult ? Yeah something like that .

Someday I'll reread the posts and be entertained , learn my lessons and never forget who I am .
So lets just wrap this highschool diary of mine and say hello to a different life . A not so sengal life , I guess ? :p
Goodbye , daniakesengalan.blogspot.com

Post Mortem

Assalalamualaikum .

Okay cam biasa lama tak update blog blablabla banyak dust hachoom & everything . Done .

Hello everyone ! How's life ? Hahaha Happy New Year eventhough its the fifth of January already . Well daripada wish on the sixth better la the fifth rifht ~ at least awal sehari lol I'm not making any sense .

So Dania , how's your life after SPM ? Lol are you asking me how post-SPM life is ? Oh don't bother , my life is both extreme boredom and extreme dullness mixed all together , the product youre gonna get is my life , which is a boring and dull life lol . I kinda expected my post SPM life to be all sweet and filled with rainbows and stuffs . But no . Post SPM life is about being hungry all the time and not having anything to do but to eat lol .

You know how you tend to be extremely rajin to update your blog lah Twitter lah , take pictures for Instagram and everything when you have something else to do kan ( for instance studying coughs coughs coughs coughs), lol now macam dah tak kisah je weh macam 'pergh bosan aku hadap TL Twitter ni ewww' . I have tons and tons and tons and tons of unread books waiting to be finished on my shelves . Before SPM I always looked at them and said '' Im sorry darlings I didnt mean to betray you but SPM needs my attention more than you do , I promise Im gonna read all of you sweethearts , until me and SPM break up please wait patiently for The Return of Dania The Bookworm , I promise you this baby you and I we'll get back together I'll read you everyday baby wait for me till then xoxoxoxoxo'' . I'm mad for books don't you know that . I was longing for books love so bad during my pre SPM life lol but I can't touch any of the books coz once I started to read , I'll finish the book in one day and thats not good right coz at that time I was supposed to like , touch Biology book and finish it in one day lol . But now , I kept rereading Percy Jackson & Harry Potter coz I miss them so baddddd . I tend to forget that I have tons and tons and tons and tons of unread books on my shelves and I always scream YOLO in front of my unread books and I am so biased I have extreme favouritism for Harry Potter and Percy Jackson idk man someone get me a boyfriend please . lol .


Do you now have any idea of how my post SPM is like ? Its dull and boring . Everyday is the same lol . But the best part of my current life is , it's filled with extreme  family bonding time :) And , it's filled with Korean dramas & varieties . It's filled with painting time . It''s filled with idk , I can do whatever I want coz I have all the time in the world and I don't have to rush or anything .

Maybe post SPM life isnt bad at all .

Idk man my wiFi is like so freakin fast right now and I'm like OH EM GEE MY SPEEDY WIFI I HAVENT MET YOU FOR SO LONG WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN BABY .

The thing is , I just moved to a new house and this house is located in like a super duper new housing area and yeah . Back in my old house , the wiFi connection was superb everything loaded in just a blink of an eye ( hiperbola gila ) but you get the idea . Its been about 2 months maybe since I moved into this house and I've been suffering because of the terrible wiFi connection . Do you feel me ? Tsk .

But right now , like at this very particular moment , the connection is good and fast and smooth and omg yay , and I'm taking this advantage to be a stalker . I will go now . Hahaha .

'Heiii heiii heiiii' greeted the Purple guy . He smiled and sat next to me , just like any other normal day in school .

'Kau khusyuk sangat belajar pahal lek ah exam berzaman lagi' he said with a 'youre-such-a-nerd-Dania' look in his eyes .

'Ah aku nerd pun aku jugak bestfriend kau kan . Dah baca buku senyap-senyap kalau taknak dengar aku bebel  ' and with that , I began to focus back on the book that I was reading and he , I noticed , was searching for something in his bag . 'Haaaa cari buku ah tu . Good now he's studying too , banzai brother! ' I said to myself , and the reading went on and on and on until ..

Someone tapped my shoulder . 'Woi kau asal main cuit-cuit bahu ish' I gave him such dirty looks because .. well .. a girl just wanted to study for her big examination so why can't you just leave her alone ..

'Takde masa aku nak main cuit-cuit bahu dengan kau , perasan , baca lah buku kau tu balik ' he returned the dirty looks and began to , again , search for something in his bag .

'Amende kau cari sebenarnya dari tadi seluk-seluk beg , buku tak keluar-keluar jugak' I nagged and nagged and nagged .

' Ish mak nenek baca je lah buku kau tu , aku cubit karang , baca bukuuuuu tuuuuu cepaaat takyah pandang kiri kanan lah , kau syok sangat pandang muka aku asal ' it was his turn to nag this time . So I read and read and read until reading became too mainstream (LOL) and once I've decided to stop reading , I looked at him .

'Apa kau cari tadi dalam beg ? Kau dah jumpa ? Kau bawak hazelnut chocolate untuk aku eh mana weh mana manaa manaaaaaa ' oh well , a child will always be a child .

'Tadi baca buku serious macam mak cik mana , sekarang mintak coklat macam budak kecik , hish Dania , Dania ' he looked at me and laughed .

'Tak kisah ah . So mana hazelnut chocolate aku ?'

'Aku bukan supplier kau okay ' he said , not looking at me this time .

'Fine ahhhhhh dah ada girlfriend nak bagi aku coklat pun susah sekarang fine weh fine aku ingat ' well he used to buy me a lot of chocolates though .. so why stopppp ?

'Ah kau, girlfriend tak habis-habis ,menyampah aku dengar . Alasan nak merajuk je en , girlfriend girlfriend girlfriend . Aku ada girlfriend betul-betul karang baru kau tau . Merajuk ah tiap-tiap hari , aku pujuk girlfriend aku je . Gigit jari kau tiap-tiap hari aku tak layan kau , mana ah kau nak cari kawan baik macam aku en . Nak sangat en aku ada girlfriend , kan , kan ' he stared at me .

'Aa..aku mintak coklat je , janganlah marah .'  WHY SO SENSITIVE ABOUT GIRLFRIEND THOUGHHHHH ? ( Lalu aku pun tersentap dan merentap dan terus diam dua ribu bahasa ) .

The recess bell rang .
I got up quickly because I wanted to get out of the class as soon as possible .
I was seriously annoyed/sentap/bengang .
Seriously , I WAS JUST ASKING FOR A BAR OF HAZELNUT CHOCOLATE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD .

When I was about to reach the door , the Purple guy said
'Maybe ada chocolate bar dalam beg aku . Cari lah . Aku nak keluar pergi kantin ' he got up from his seat , walked pass me and went out through the door .

'Takpe aku beli sendiri nanti bye' of course I refused. Duhh .

'Heyy budak kecik , pergi dekat beg aku cari coklat okay , dah jumpa coklat makan ' err okay Dad ~

'Siapa budak kecik . Kau tu lahir lambat daripada aku sedar diri sikit dik ' I didn't want to lose .

'Dania , cari je cari coklat kat beg aku tadi kau nak sangat kan .Okay ? :) '

'Tadi taknak bagi . Sekarang paksa ambik .' URGHH I SO DON'T GET YOU . I was slapping him virtually in my mind at that point . Anyway , I went  to his seat and took his bag . I began searching for the chocolate .

'Hmm kalau takde dalam beg aku , maybe dekat dalam beg kau . Ciao ' and he walked away .

Er , excuse me , but , I didnt bring any chocolate and that was why I had to ask for one from you ..

There was nothing to be found in his bag except for books and a pencil case .
'So do I search in my bag now ? But there's no chocolate in there urgh that guy's driving me crazy' 

I unzipped my bag , and to my surprise , there was a hazelnut chocolate bar and a stuffed Garfield . Whuuuut ? Stuffed Garfield ? Stuffed Garfield ? Aegyoooo .

The Purple Guy , always a tone of surprise .
A puzzle that can never be solved ,
but interesting enough and worth a try .

Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru mudyeojyeogane

Narul itgoso saragajwo .

Han Guk

Siapa tak tengok drama Korea , urm , tolong panggil diri sendiri noob . Ahaks ahaks . I started to watch Korean dramas back in 2006 , around the time Princess Hour was aired in Malaysia , I was 11 at that time .

Princess Hour is forever #1 in my heart .

Apart from Princess Hour , another favourite drama of mine is Sassy Girl Chun Hyang . Damn it I really , really miss that drama . I miss Chun Hyang and Lee Mong Ryong

Drama-drama gemilang di atas memang macam , ish , memang tahap gila babeng ah concentrate tengok masa tu . Ye ah , follow semua episode tiap-tiap malam dekat TV . Balik sekolah mandi solat belajar rajin2 siapkan homework pastu terus conquer TV sebab nak tengok Korea , siap berangan malam tu esok punya episode dia nak cerita pasal apa lol ~ . Sekarang ni nak tengok kat TV memang sesungguhnya tidak lah kan , tidak dan tidak dan tidak lagi . Haruslah aku mengambil kesempatan menggunakan kemajuan teknologi yang ada dan feeling sorang-sorang sampai bergenang dengan lautan air mata dalam bilik tengok cerita Korea , ye dok lol .

Start from zaman B.O.F , around 2009 , zaman kepantasan internet dah boleh diterima oleh masyarakat umum, aku pun mesti lah start menggunakan kebebasan ber-internet ini untuk menonton drama-drama gemilang ini Hahahahaha .

From Princess Hour & Sassy Girl Chun Hyang to Boys Over Flower, and a lot of other dramas , from a 10 years old girl to a 17 years old highschool senior , I've never get bored of Korean dramas .

But I've never been a K-Pop fan before , never . I mean , I did listen to Korean songs but .. only the sad and heartbreaking ones though .. coz I was that emotional y'know ..

Well this one is a Japanese song but yeah , its from TVXQ/DBSK .

Also a Japanese song , from Big Bang . This song .. oh .. my .. god . Somehow, it sends shivers down my spine every single time I'm listening to it .

And this .. Even If I Die I Cant Let You Go by 2am . ITS SO FREAKIN SAD LIKE HOW CAN YOU NOT LIKE THIS SONG AND FEEL SORRY FOR THOSE OPPAS .

But after watching thousands episodes of Running Man , I fell in love with Korea all over again ,

This time , K-Pop was included .

I have this sick obsession towards Big Bang and yes , its like fangirling over One Direction all over again .

Its tiring lol .

Come on ah, aku cam dah terbiasa en di brain-washed kan dengan pepatah 'apa barang dengar lagu Melayu sila lah dengar lagu-lagu Hollywood sekian terima kasih' . So sewaktu usia muda aku haruslah aku isi dengan meminati Jonas Brothers dan band-band seangkatan dengannya pada zaman itu . Dan haruslah bagiku pada waktu itu memandang oppa-oppa Korea ( sadly , termasuk Big Bang ) dengan sebelah mata je , seperti 'KENAPA KAU PAKAI PELIK SANGAT' dan 'APA KAU NYANYI AKU TAK FAHAM' . Persoalan seperti 'asal kau selalu bajet-bajet rapping bahasa Inggeris ?' , 'cuba bukak mata besar-besar tak boleh ke haaaaaaaaaaaah' dan 'asal kau selalu dye warna kau dengan warna yang .. urghh ewww tolong dapatkan style coordinator' selalu muncul di benak fikiranku .

Tapi sekarang ..

'PERGH SEMUA BENDA GD PAKAI SEMUA COOL GILA , SELUAR KOYAK-KOYAK TAK MAMPU BELI BARU PUN DIA PAKAI CAM ISH COOL GILA SARANGHAEEE GD OPPA' 'TOLONG AH JANGAN STOP NYANYI DAESUNG , I CANT STOP LISTENING TO YOUR ANGELIC VOICE , KAJIMAAAA~' 'Fuyoooooooh oppa ni reti rap Bahasa Inggeris weh perghhhhhhh terer gilaaaaa fuyoooh mesti lahir dekat America' 'Daesung please dont do anything to your eyes to change em , theyre perfect just the way they are yknow , MEGA SARANGHAE DAE <3 ' 'Rambut T.O.P colour hijau & biru cool gila okay memang cool gila tahap Himalaya urghhhhhhhhhhh cool gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa' 'SIAPA KISAH AKU FAHAM KE TAK LAGU NI , BOLEH GOOGLE ENGLISH TRANSLATION KOT '

And never-ending talks about Korea , Korea and Korea at school with em The Windows 95's (lol)

Even in phone calls with Aisya ..

Kesian kawan-kawan aku tu , from One Direction dah tukar Bigbang ,

kena dengar aku fangirl hari-hari sobs Hahaa

I can't wait to learn Hangul once SPM is over :)