It won't be the same

Yes , right . It won't be the same . It will never be the same . Those memories won't repeat themselves . Seems like im going to lose him any sooner . I don't want to lose him . And , i don't want him to lose me because it's just my stupid lalalalala tut . Haih . Get a grip lah Dania . It's kinda different now . We are fifteen , not nine , kan kan ? Okay , dia dah move on . But aku still stuck dkat situ . Situ means , those zaman when we were kids . Bila dia WAJIB cari aku bila ada masalah and we spent a lot of time together . Come off it . You are in Form 3 ryte now ouh . Time changes and heals almost everything but , obviously not THIS one . Seriously , his absent has gone through me :'( . I miss those times when we used to cubit2 , perang2 , ejek2 , and pukul2 together .It's hard to accept the fact that we have grown up . It's hard to accept the fact that he got A LOT of new friends and life since we entered different sekolah menengah . And everything that goes around him , i dont even know what's happening to him and stuffs like that . Yeah , its not easy , its not always pretty and it becomes more and more heart breaking day to day tau tau . . Haih , i miss our childhood . But , after all , its LIFE isnt it ? Right , Nia , we've grown up okay . Okay , okay , okay . Be a grown up girl . Chaiyo :')


And i guess that's all for now . I'll rarely online after this for PMR is getting nearer and my preparation is still lalalalala tut . Haih . Why can't PMR just be a test ? I'm too young to be one of the victims lah -.- . Okay , chaiyo Dania !