But most importantly is , the fact that Anis Syahira binti Ahmad Rauf is not here with me is tearing my heart apart . She's not here . She left . For a better future , but leave me hanging . My life is empty . Nill . Blank . The loss . The tears . The loneliness . It's unbearable . Im lonely .
I want my laughters back . Im sick . Im feeling empty , It's like , you painted a picture of a beautiful life on a canvas but you can't feel it . You can't feel your painting . You didn't get the picture of a beautiful life you once had . You can't picture any enjoyable days no more in your head . Geddit ?
That day masa tunggu van , Kakak Anis ada and dia bagitau Anis ada call mama dia . And dia kata ' Tak sempat nak rindu pun' .. because of her packed schedule of course . Aku dengar tu pun dah cukup rasa terkilan , tersedih , ter-robek hatiku . Terkilan sebab tak dapat habiskan school life dekat Nine dengan Anis . Tersedih sebab aku rindu nak berkepit dengan Anis . Ter-robek hatiku sebab aku nak luahkan perasaan semua dekat siapa ?
Shit .
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