Oh I see , I'm alone now .

Yes Im not fine . I dont trust myself .EIIIIII , when I tried to let go , when I tried to move on , when I tried to forget the pain , I'll remember all the things that keep me crying . All the memories we've been through . All the food we have consumed ( HAHA ) . All of the times that we spent together . Those non-stop laughing moments . Ya Allah , give me strenght . Give me strenght to move on . To carry on my life without Anis and Hazwan . All those going to library times . Ohmygod . I've started to hate 2011 already . Don't ask me to be strong okay . I can't . I'm trying to accept the fact that now both of you .. are already gone . Im all alone ya'know . I'm begging you , please dont you ever dare to forget me . The bestest nyanyott you'll ever meet .