CGPA WHY YOU SO MEAN

Okayy my mid term examination was quite bad , the result was , it was the first time in my life I've ever gotten a fail-graded subject on my report card . Seriously , Alhamdulillah I've got C only twice in my entire life and it happened back in 2002 or something .. suddenly for this recent examination , a hideous FAIL FAIL FAIL appeared on my report card -.-( P/S : I only failed one subject ) How exciting . Boleh teka tak aku fail apa ? Addmath lah . Even Mord Math wasn't quite that bad . And I figured out that my best subject so far is History -__- KAYY . How am I suppossed to get an A for my Addmath ? Even a C seems quite impossible for me -___- Ya Allah , help me Ya Allah , guide me throughout my learning process .

My school has this one program called ' Niners Straight A+s' . It was meant only for form 4 students who get CGPA under 2.0 for final and for form 5 students who get at least 2.6 as their CGPA for the mid term . You know , the higher the marks you get , the lower your CPGA will be . It's stressing me out SERIOUSLY because my CGPA wasn't that good ( So that you know , it only means that my marks weren't quite high -.- ) I got 2.7 or 2.8 something like that lah . I NEED TO GET RID OF THAT 0.8 valueeeee . I NEED MY CGPA TO BE 2.0 AND BELOW :'( This NINERS STRAIGHT A'S is a special class where all the geniuses will be joined together and get terlebih2 amount of exercises , latih tubi and stuffs to increase their already-extremely-high-level-of-cleverness in order to get all A+ . Why do i need to be in this class ?

Cause I want scholarship . Niggah say whut ? SAID I WANT A SCHOLARSHIP WOMAN . A SCHOLARSHIP , I NEED ONE . A GOOD , HEARTWARMING AND NICE MEDICAL SHOLARSHIP TO LONDON . Why do I even want to further my study in medic at London -___- I DONT CARE I WANNA GO STUDY AT LONDON , plish :'(

In order to get a scholarship , I need a large amount of A+ . And , I can see this program as one of the stepping stone for me to get to London . Pray for me will ya ?

I just need to immerse myself in the beautiness and ladylike-ness of Addmath . InsyaAllah all will be settled . Amin .