Aging

I've been pouring my heart's content for the past 3 hours onto the keyboard . I'm just giving some treats to myself . As a reward for studying so hard this whole day :') Consistently :') AddMaths rules the world ! (Y)

And what I do when I get so unsatissfied with Hazwan is , I log in into my Myspace account and .. post comment . HAHA . Because , you know .. the thing is , he won't log in regularly right . So he might read it after like .. 2 months .. or 3 months like that ? The last time I did that , he checked it 5 months later . Which only means , I posted the comment in April and he checked the comment in August(last month!) . There's also a big chance that he might never open his Myspace account again . So yeah . It feels like I get to talk to him without him knowing that I talked to him au . So if I get mad today , he'll only knows about it 5 months later and I don't really have to be embarassed in the future because I'm not mad at him anymore at that time . Haahaa . And I don't really have to be all sulky and stuffs with him . macam tu ah malas aku nak explain . But but my point is , at that time when Myspace was the 'It' thing , I have such a good relationship with Khamim . I kinda miss him . When did 'us' start to fade ? I can't recall . I regret it , though . Having to treat my bestfriend this way without me realizing it.

Oha and , gila ramai peminat aku dekat Myspace :') hello peminat , sorry but I've grown up through these years and I regretted entertaining all of you :) Such a waste of time . AND Ohgod my profile name , NATASHYA PATTINSON . Hahaha shame on me :') That time I havent dicovered the emaning of true hero just yet . LOL . But he's kinda huge yaknow , Pattinson . With his good look and all . HAHA . Omigosh I was so stupid . How could I be so stupid . Oh my god . And through Myspace I learned how to take vain pictures . And when that notifications yang ' 1 Comment Approval' appeared pergh rasa macam AKULAH WANNABE PALING POPULAR ABAD INI . Trololololol .And thos ' Comment my pic , will hit you back' . Well bro , you wanna hit me back ? Imma slap you puch you kick you if you did that to me . What were you thinkin niggah ? LOLOLOL . Exchanging comments over and over again , always the same things :') Dah macam self-promoter --> people who promote themselves

Gooosh , good times good times . 2009 :') You know how time flies . I wish life could be less complicated like before . How enjoyful . Maturity . I once said that , ' As you grow up , life offers you maturity from time to time , and taking your childish behaviours away from you day to day . ' Proven eh . Who knows what would my future self thinks about my sixteen years old self . I wonderrr . I can't let my future self down . Sixteen years old self , chaiyok ! Make the fullest out of living . :)