Disappearing

Tell me what to do , do I get a haircut again ? Do I tell you straight to your face to give your super duper expensive attention to meeh ? Do I tell you to stop being such a pain to meeh ? Do I slap you till you get the real fact ? Do I shout your name out loud so that the loudness can make you see things ? Do I blog about you non stoply when you don't even memorize my blog URL ? Do I get mad at you everyday and keep hoping that you'll say sorry ? Ahah , how can you say sorry when you don't even realize that I'm being mad at you . How could you realize that I'm being mad at you when my wall post get only two replies from you whereas you took the whole day and night to reply other people's wall post . Where is the justice may I ask ? Lolwhut . Why can't you treat me nicely ? Why can't you be excited about talking to me like I am super duperly excited to talk to you ? Why can't you be sad when you dont get to see my face for one day -__-

What if this time , I don't say Hi first ? Bet you wouldnt see me at all at the first place . What if this time , I don't text you back ? What if this time I leave you wondering ? One day I'm gonna make you see and you're gonna regret the way you treated me . You'll come crawling back and I'll be the one to crush you , to finally break you .

But not today , no . I've learned to care about you so much that I don't know where to stop . You've meant such a big deal in my life that I don't know how to live a life without your presence . I'll find my way eventually . It'll take time , mate . But somebody's gonna do you what you did to me . At that time , don't you dare go looking for me . Cause I won't be there . I'll be somewhere in London doing my assignments and planning for my next trip all around the world . Serves your right for taking the best thing you'll ever get for granted .

Psst !

People , I'm talking about my bestfriend here , don't get me wrong . I bet only Alya would understand this :/ .