So here's the thing . I don't think having a girlfriend or boyfriend at this kind of age completes you . Sure thing , they'll make you smile till your friggin jaw aches , laugh until you cry , but i've always believed in order to be happy with someone else , you gotta be happy on your own first . Pluck up the courage , spend all your money ( not to the level of extremely membazir lah ) , go screw yourself , cry when you watch some overly emotional korean drama , do sit up certain times in a week , crack some jokes , sing on the top of your lungs , scream when your friends tickle you , play dress up , take vain pictures , talking on phone till late at night , fangirling over some pretty boybands ( One Direction for instance teehee ) , buff your nails , read tons of books , shopping till your legs can't really walk anymore , put some split ends mask on your hair , dance in your room , sing in the shower like you're voice is powerful like Beyonce or something , mess up once in a while , do whatever you feel like doing , just .. be crazy and be yourself . Being yourself is important , you don't really have to change just to please others . You should be pleased because you are not changed by others . That's just the way I've been livin' my life and that's the only life I've ever known . To be crazy . Not to care what others think about me . Not to be what society wants me to be . Not to obey what others told me to do . And , not to be obsessed with love at such a young age .

I know its just a common thing for teenagers to fall in love . I admit , I do feelam curently facing those kind of things at this particular moment , err Hoho . I mean its .. natural thing lah kan those flirtationship between boys and girls . But that is not my priority just yet . Cause I don't want to get myself involved in any kind of serious relationship or anything . I don't think too much about that thing , ew . I am sixteen man , come on . I don't need a boyfriend .

Just be happy with yourself , and spread the love between your bestfriends <3 I am living such a wonderful and amayzaynmalik ( I mean , amayzayn as in AMAZING ) life rite now . I am grateful for people who stayed with me all of those times . And I don't really need anybody in my life who doesn't want to be there .

We love , we hurt , we change , we grow up . Cause we're teenagers .