Talking To The Moon

Kadang-kadang bila terfikir masa zaman sekolah rendah , aku sayu , sebak .

(Bukan kadang-kadang , selalu gila sebenarnya bahahaha)

Aku betul-betul rindu dekat Amym & Zati .

Betul-betul , betul-betul rindu .

Rindu tahap .. extreme gila .

Aku kan noob takde boyfriend so mestilah rindu dekat bestfriend je :3

Cik Jiran , Hanisah . Hanisah dulu cintan dengan Hafizuddin HAHAHAHA omg rindu gila nak mati Darjah 3 .

Kembar siam Amym , Haiqal . Ahh , rindu .

Masuk sekolah menengah baru nak lembut-lembut jiwang-jiwang sikit LOOOOL .

Rindu gila Yadh , Noni , Amal , Maya , Jamal , Harith blablabla and semua lah yang dekat Bestari dulu :') Tak lupa jugak kawan gaduh paling awesome , Azfar Hamdii Hahahahaha .

Kalau lah Shah Alam-Tanjung Karang tu macam Shah Alam-Subang Jaya , terdaya lah jugak aku nak jumpa diorang every weekend .

Tak pun kalau ada KTM from Shah Alam to Tanjung , akan ku gagahi jugak lah menunggangi KTM tersebut walaupun semua orang tau aku paling mencik ( benci ) menunggangi KTM dan train , LRT dan sebagainya , HAHAHAHAHA MENUNGGANG LOOL .

Kalau lah naik taxi from Shah Alam to Tanjung RM 50 je , termampu lah lagi aku nak bayar .

Apa kan daya , tsk , aku tak mampu nak bayar duit taxi beratus ratus hinggit dan aku juga tidak mampu untuk berjalan kaki mahupun berenang mahupun mendayung sampan untuk sampai ke Tanjung Karang .

Alamak Dania , bas kan ada . Sorry lah awak kita tak reti naik bas , kita tak tipu :'(

Macam dah 80 kali aku suruh Eddy ajar aku naik bas , daripada form 3 , tapi tak jalan jugak Hahahahaha .

Kadang-kadang aku rasa macam desperate gila nak balik Tanjung , macam URGHHH KENAPA AKU TAK BOLEH BALIK TANJUNG KENAPA URGHHH . *Everyday I wear my heart on my sleeve tsk*

Ada jugak terfikir macam 'Patutnya offer SAMTK masuk asrama masa masuk form 1 dulu aku terima , so masa pindah Shah Alam aku takpayah ikut , duduk dekat Tanjung diam-diam' LOL MACAM AKU BOLEH SURVIVE JE DUDUK DEKAT ASRAMA .

Aku rindu korang , tapi aku pun tak boleh buat apa-apa . Nanti aku dah ambik license , tiap-tiap hari aku drive pergi Tanjung jumpa korang Hahaha ( kalau korang nak jumpa aku lah lol ) . Aku rindu sangat dekat korang , rindu sangat sangat sangat sangaaat . Korang jangan lupa aku taaaau *emo japs* Hehe . Ampunkan semua dosa aku dekat korang , halalkan makan minum aku . Selamat Hari Raya kawan .

I didnt have the most grand birthday celebration like some people might have .

13th August 2012 , it was Monday and I didnt go to school because we've just finished moving out our stuffs from our old house into a new one the day before . DO YOU KNOW HOW TIRING MOVING TO A NEW HOUSE IS ? GAAAAAH .

It was my first night sleeping in my new bedroom .

Around 7 oclock , when I was still sleeping , Ayah came into my room and kissed my forehead

'Happy birthday girl , I'll let you off for today , you dont have to go to school , have some rest birthday gal , I'm leaving for office now , love ya ' and I was like 'umm .. okay .. ummm *grunts* .. aaaa .. thanks Ayah love you too' with my annoying sleepy voice and went straight back to sleep Hahahahaha .

A few minutes after that , Mummy went into my room and kissed my forehead

'Ata , happy 17th birthday . We'll celebrate tonight okay ? Mummy pergi office dulu , fikir2 lah nak hadiah apa hehehe byeeee' and she kissed my cheeks before leaving my room . 'okay Mummy.. uuuuu .. aaaaaa .. thanks .. huargh ..I love you' and I went back to sleep Hahahahahaha .

When I woke up , Eika came into my room , ' Happy birthday Tashya' and she ruffled my hair . 'Mesti penat nak cakap thanks dekat orang yang wish Happy Birthday dekat FB kan hahahaha' .

And then, Eija came 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAASHYAAAAAAAAA . Eija pecahkan jerawat Eija hmm sakit' Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha . We hang out in my bedroom , talking about the most random things and stuffs , Eija curled our hair and heck yes , I love sister bonding time .

When I went downstairs , Danny and Afiq went all like ' HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK LONG , HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK TASHYA , HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAH TUA HAHAHAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY' lol those smelly brothers of mine . Danny was like ' Hmmm Danny patutnya beli Birthday card dekat sekolah hari ni untuk Kak Long , tapi tak pergi sekolah kan hari ni , hurm , hurm , hurm' awwww boy, how sweet of you .

When Ayah and Mummy went home , we had iftar and went to Sunway for a lil bit of Raya shopping . I didnt even blow candles on any cake for my birthday , but the highlight of my day was ,

when we ate KFC excitedly on our new dining table for the first time ( coz we didnt eat much during iftar hahahhaha weh lapar gila seeriuz ) , the clock showed 11:59 PM , and they sang me a Happy Birthday song with warming smiles on their faces .

What else could be better than having your super duper loving family around ya on your birthday ? :) Nothing can beat that .

I'm sorry but having a lot of followers on social networks .. it doesnt really resemble anything to me . Popularity ? Attention ? Ya think you're always right just because you have a lot of followers ? Ya tryna prove that you're popular among your circle of fans ? Looks cheap and desperate to me . Of course you can't help it that people like you so much , of course you can't help it that youre popular . But , to think that you've changed because of that number of followers you have, , to think that you're super mega popular because you have a lot of followers saying stuffs like 'Oh I met you just now you look good hehe' 'Sombong gila tak tegur pun, orang feymes kan' oh please , drop it .

Why are you becoming another person just because the number of followers you have ?

You're trying too hard to look cool and stuffs .

I'm not jealous, I just feel sorry for you.

Let me tell you a secret ,

A 'you' that I knew back then was a thousand times cool-er than than a 'you' who is now wearing a thick layer of fakeness-mask on his face everytime he tweets/updates a status .

Get a grip .

Some people wish they can capture the world through their blind eyes,

to be watching the sky freely as the sun rises until it sets,

to be fascinated by the darkest shades of grey to the brightest shades of red,

to be catching a glimpse of what the world he's living in really looks like

Some people wish they can hear the melodies of life through their deaf ears,

wishing to hear the melody of their mum's lullaby when they sleep at night,

wishing to hear the melody of their father's encouragement when they believe they can't win the fight,

wishing to hear the melody when the birds chirp happily as dawn left and the morning sun comes out

Some people wish they can afford a magical thing called love

to be kissed every morning by his own pa and ma

to be held tightly in an affectionate embrace

to be guaranteed he will never be left alone

Some people wish they'll be given another chance to grow up once again

Some people wish they can survive another suffocating day

Some people have to sell everything just to get a bunch of grains

Some people dont have any other choice but to obey

Some dont have a shelter to protect themselves from the sun and rain

Some barely have food to be consumed every other day

Some always live in constant pain

Some waited years to have that one lucky day

And I , a person who is extremely lucky , who is loved by so many people , who has a lot of friends , who goes to school to learn , who gets to eat what I like when I want to , who has a cosy home to live in , who doesnt always have money burning a whole in my pocket but simply enough to buy anything that I like every single month , who has a family which I'd never trade for anything else in the world, who even has the chance to fangirl whenever I feel like it ,

I wish I lived in London

I wish my family is super rich so that we can go to any place in the world without being worried about money

I wish I am Zayn Malik's girlfriend

I wish my bestfriends live near my house

I wish I am tall

I wish food can appear out of nowhere

I wish I can get an A without studying

I wish I don't have to take exams

I wish school starts at 10 AM

I wish I can wear anything to school

I wish I have a driving license and a car

I wish I have a 5 storey house with a built in library

I wish I have thick money in my wallet everyday

I wish I can go to Korea and buy as many K-Pop items as I want

I wish I can be bestfriends with One Direction

I freakin wish I am in London

I wish I have a British accent

I wish I can speak in more than 5 languanges

I wish I can be a cool person

I wish Song Joong Ki would come back to Running Man

I wish Big Bang dont have concert a week before SPM

I wish I have a theatre in my own house

I wish I can buy 20 scarfs a week

I wish I can go to London

Oh young lady , you take so many little things for granted .

6 Cekap , 2007

'Alamak alamak alamak alamak alamaaaak' aku menggelabah secara begitu extreme sekali dua kali . ( masa tu zaman innocent, tak reti cakap damn :p )

'Kau kenapa Dania, Dafi keluar AF ke hahahaha dah lama aku tunggu bila dia nak keluar' tanya kawan meja sebelah .

'Weh weh weh weh brochure untuk KT ( Kajian Tempatan , omg you allz Kajian Tempatan omg nerd ) kena hantar hari ni ennnn ? Alamak alamak alamak aku tak siap penghargaan lagi tsk weh weh weh penghargaan, kejap lagi Cikgu Nur Seha masuk habis ah' aku menggelabah secara begitu extreme lagi.

'Kau ni harap je penulisan 90 tapi nak tulis penghargaan pun hampeh. Tapi semnanya (sebenarnya) aku tak siap lagi brochure tu, aku baru siap pasal satu pukat je , kena buat minimum 2 pukat lain-lain ennn. So, aku lagi teruk daripada kau ah' kata kawan meja sebelah .

'Thanks weh' aku yang still menggelabah campur bengang sikit melemparkan pandangan ke arah yang menenangkan sikit sebab member wa tu tak membantu langsung .

'Hahaha lek ah . Meh ah aku tulis penghargaan kau tu adoi anak manja sorang ni' kata beliau macam aku ni anak dia ...

'HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE maseeeh , nanti aku beli chocolate:B ' kata aku yang tersengih sengih sambil tengok beliau tulis penghargaan .

'Tulis nama aku sekali dalam penghargaan ni' kata kawan meja sebelah lepas dah siap buatkan penghargaan untuk aku .

I miss you bestfriend .

I miss you SK Batu 9 .

Awkwardness all around .

This fella here with his phone call , that fella over there with his 'likeable behaviour(?)'.. fuu . What happened to the ever so hardcore brotherhood , brothers ?

I shall call tonight as the 'Akward-ful Night ' .

And I legit cried when Joong Ki left Running Man .

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